I can read.

Not too long ago I was reading about this hacker that called himself Guccifer. Apparently this person was extradited to the USA because he admitted to have hacked into a certain persons’ e-mails and claimed anyone could do it as it was easy to do. Well, this person was put in jail and a couple of days ago I was reading about him having disappeared from his cell and then was found again in his cell but hanging from a rope. It said that he committed suicide.

There was a fluctuation in the internet and what I was reading had disappeared. Since then I’ve been trying to find that same news if it wasn’t a lie to start off with. Usually that kind of news is repeated and repeated for a couple of days but this one I caught on the first day an then no more was it to be found.

If anyone has seen that and remembers or has a link would you leave me a comment on where you saw that? I remember that I was reading Newsmax when I saw it. But I was going through different sites too.

Why that was of interest to me is that this person disappeared from his cell, which doesn’t make sense to me to begin with. Then the next time he’s found in his cell he was hanging from a rope. Now how did he get out of his cell? Where did he go and how did he get back in his cell? Where did he get the rope? If he was able to get out of his cell to get a rope why didn’t he try to escape instead of going back to his cell to hang himself? Was that put on the internet by someone that didn’t have anything to say or was it the truth? I worked as an investigator and things like that bother me because there are too many unanswered questions.

Any comments can be left in the comment section. Thanking you in advance for helping.

Suicide

Suicide is one thing I can’t understand why some people would want to do. I realize that this is a really tough world that we live in and at the rate that it’s changing it will get worse. I also realize that someone with a weak mind would not want to live in what this world has become. And I also realize they may have gotten themselves into some trouble either by their own fault or not. Some people will not turn to anyone for help to solve whatever trouble that they got into, so they decide that suicide is the answer.

Well, according to the Bible, if you think that by committing suicide it is going to solve your problem, you had better forget it. According to the Bible you will suffer for your decision for eternity in the afterlife. According to one of the commandments given to Moses by God, it states “Ye shalt not commit murder”. By committing suicide, you are committing murder by killing yourself. The church of God preaches that if you commit murder your soul would be incinerated and never exist again and that is referred to as your second death. So to me that kind of statement means that you are reborn again and I don’t mean in religion but as another human. If you live your life as the 10 commandments say, there is a good chance of getting into Heaven by having those commandments as your guide all your life.

Instead of thinking of suicide, why not take a peek in a Bible and see what they say about suicide? I can guarantee that by reading the Bible you will not get hurt. The only thing that can happen is a person can learn how to live properly and prepare for the afterlife and be entered in the Book of Life apparently that God has for when Judgement Day comes.

Committing suicide (Part II)

Continued from here.

Now I’m not smoking any more. But I know all the smoking from the past has caught up to me. Now I have what they call Melanoma, which is sort of a skin cancer. The first piece of evidence is on my hand and the second is between my shoulder and neck. Also, now I have a lump starting on my throat.

I will say if you are a smoker you`d better quit before it gets to the point that you start getting sick because of it. That garbage sneaks up on you and before you realize it your heart starts getting weak and you drown in your own fluids.  Your lungs being full of fluids as your heart loses power and then your kidneys shutting down is a terrible thing. That is why I called this committing suicide and no one that smokes gets away from what this smoking does to your health.

No one.  You are not a special case. And 10, 20 or 60 years from now, when it catches up to you, you will regret it, deeply.

Committing suicide. (Part I)

That`s just dumb.

If you are a smoker, you are automatically committing suicide. I am positive in saying this because of my own experience. I started smoking at age thirteen. As I got more used to it, my smoking increased to two and sometimes three packs a day. Well, this lasted for 66 years. Then on May the 11th 2011, I took a heart attack and was taken to the hospital. At the hospital while waiting for a doctor, I passed out out of a shortness of oxygen. I could not breath anymore because my heart was not strong enough to push the liquid out of my lungs. So I drowned in my own fluids. Then my kidneys had also shut down. When the doctor arrived to check me he told my family that I would not last until the morning after having giving me a good examination. Finally, they called a priest and I was given the last Rites of the Church. My soul did leave my body and went in the afterlife. That’s how I know there is life after death. After a while I came back to life and the doctor could not figure out why I did.

When I went in the hospital I was 216 pounds. After just 10 days I was down to 168. When I came out I had to get my eyes operated on and yet I kept on smoking for a couple more years. In December of last year, a friend of my son gave my son and I, each a kit of e-cigarettes. I stared using it the same day. I have not smoked a cigarette since then. My intake of oxygen became easier. I could feel my lungs expand whenever I would take a deep breath and a lot of garbage would come up from my lungs.

Finally after not smoking for 8 months, I was getting short of breath again. I don’t know why because there is no garbage in the e-cigarette liquid, almost no nicotine. And the nicotine that is in there is clean with no extra chemicals added to it. For the last 4 months I have not been getting any nicotine whatsoever because I switched to the non-nicotine strength.

Maybe it`s a delayed effect from when I did smoke. Smoking is suicide. It WILL kill you. Just because it doesn`t do it in one day doesn`t mean it isn`t working on it and won`t get you eventually. And because you know that it will, you are killing yourself by doing it. That`s suicide.

More to come in my next post.